I'm so sick of caring. I'm so sick of pretending to be happy. I'm so sick of living, now more than ever. This is so fucking ridiculous. I don't even know what to do anymore. I'm so indecisive. I can't focus on anything anymore. I don't know why I'm wasting your time with this thread. Letting it all out, I guess. My friends don't know, I can't tell them, they wouldn't believe me, and that just kind of pisses me off, really. It'd be such a relief, to tell someone that I know in real life, instead of you guys. (Y'all are awesome, though.) I'm just.. I don't even know.. Actually. I do know.. I'm a whiny, self centered, stupid, annoying bitch. I'm not worth your time. Hopefully, you won't waste your time reading this post. Meh. You should all just ignore me, anyway.