Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by endlessskies58, Sep 8, 2009.

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  1. endlessskies58

    endlessskies58 Well-Known Member

    i'm feeling so apathetic lately that i wouldn't mind an addiction.
    at least it would make life fun before i'm done.

    and it would kill any thought process i have.

    i tried cocaine as of recent and it was amazing.
    haha, and i never in my right mind would have tried the stuff if i wasn't in such a 'f**k it' mood
    i also turn 21 on saturday and now i can become an alcoholic.

  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    sounds like you are reaching out to the wrong things for help. Try reaching out to your doctor or a therapist who can talk with you and help you out of this pain. Sound fun now drugs alcohol well guess what WRONG they are just going to make matters worse but you already know that. You are 16 well still very young still have chance to get things right don't wait until you loose control and find yourself in your late 50s with nothing.
  3. endlessskies58

    endlessskies58 Well-Known Member

    i said in the post that i turn 21 on saturday.
    i am not 16.

    and as for this post, its just a rant.
    i was feeling very unhappy.

    ODIECOM Well-Known Member

    its those f**d up moods that get ppl started.
    you can rant and feel very unhappy. i think violet was just trying to help out.

    the more we process that mindset of "trying something" to make us feel better .. the better chance you have of truley becomming addicted.

    the addictions that many of us have dont get rid of anything. if you have to vent , spend it doing something positive.
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