Hi ya I just want to apologise to anyone I may have inadvertently hurt, neglected or not supported through my own inadequacies, I want to own the behaviour and say I am sorry! It's not you... its my own flawed character! I hope I haven't been hypocritical and if I have then I am so sorry.
To everyone I care about and who has shown me care and kindness - Thank You! I am sending a million hugs to you and my heartfelt appreciation xx
Tomorrow I get my Biopsy results. I feel so ill and so flat, pain and nausea are through the roof! If its cancerous then its that whole dillemma and if its not then I'm still left feeling ill and in so much pain without clear answers... is all this suffering due to bone disease or is it in my head? So yeah feel like I'm damned if I do and damned if its not!
Not sure how I'll be afterwards so if I'm not around then its cause I'm battling a bit but I am sure I'll be back soon.
Take care and please keep safe xx
To everyone I care about and who has shown me care and kindness - Thank You! I am sending a million hugs to you and my heartfelt appreciation xx
Tomorrow I get my Biopsy results. I feel so ill and so flat, pain and nausea are through the roof! If its cancerous then its that whole dillemma and if its not then I'm still left feeling ill and in so much pain without clear answers... is all this suffering due to bone disease or is it in my head? So yeah feel like I'm damned if I do and damned if its not!
Not sure how I'll be afterwards so if I'm not around then its cause I'm battling a bit but I am sure I'll be back soon.
Take care and please keep safe xx