there were all the little signs that i should've payed attention to, skipping meals, my workout intensifying, weighing myself more often, all things that seperately aren't a threat but all put together are my personal living hell. i should've seen it, especially when the image distortion started but i didn't, i brushed it off like it was nothing and now, now it's too late. it quickly fell apart and devolved. the only thing i eat is slimfast powder, i cut, i can barely even look in the mirror. anorexia got me again, that bitch.