I was thinking, if I were to disappear nothing would change. People die or commit suicide every day but we're indifferent to it, we don't know they ever existed unless they're famous. Like someone said on this forum 'if you were to remove a grain of sand on a beach would anyone notice'? If I disappeared people would go about their lives, anyone close would get over it with time. What difference does it make really? I'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so what difference does it make when I choose that time comes?