K I don't wanna bore everyone ranting on about why I want to do suicide but I want to know how many of you want to actually do this but are afraid to? Lets be honest here.....is it the fear of the unknown that keeps you from taking your own life? I sit and ponder for what seems like hours at a time just wondering what will be after death. Would my consciousness fade away or would I remain conscious but be in another dimension? then there is the question of God. I worry that if I was to commit suicide then God would send me somewhere undesirable which sounds terrifying but I guess the whole Heaven and Hell debate is probably for another forum. Are you people just scared of the unknown? pls just say.