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Are you *seriously* suicidal or just crying for help?

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unnecessary

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I 100%, absolutely want to die. And I am 100% sure no one can help me. I don't need help, because there is none. Anyone feels this way too? PM me if you do. I want to talk to someone who is *seriously* suicidal instead of someone who uses "suicide" to get attention and seek help. I feel more alienated when talking with the latter type of people.

I just wish to meet someone I could relate to.
 
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ihope2die

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i could not agree more. I want to die, I've tried with blank, and that didn't work, so now i want to do it how most people do it, (I'm not going to say but i hope you know), but i can't seem to go through with it cause it would hurt. IT SUCKS, i hope someone can just kill me.
 
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am I alive

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I want to die. I'm not sure what am i doing here for so long. I know nobody can help me,for over a year spending here i never even made a single friend. I can't kill myself now because of my mother,i don't know how long my patiente will last,until that i'm just using this plase to vent things out.
 
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Isa

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if your sure. and you believe theres no help. and you dont want support or advice to get over it.

why are you here.
 
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SoHappyItHurts

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Ambivalence is almost inherent in suicidal thinking:

The 10 characteristics, based on clinical experience and the relevant work of others, are:

(1) the common purpose of suicide (to seek a solution)

(2) the common goal of suicide (cessation of consciousness)

(3) the common stimulus (psychological pain)

(4) the common stressor (frustrated psychological needs)

(5) the common emotion (hopelessness-helplessness)

(6) the common internal attitude toward suicide (ambivalence)

(7) the common cognitive state (constriction)

(8) the common action (escape)

(9) the common interpersonal act (communication of intention)

(10) the common consistency in suicide (lifelong coping patterns)

http://www.eric.ed.gov/ERICWebPorta...Search_SearchType_0=eric_accno&accno=ED264506
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More to the point, one can attempt suicide one day and feel relatively fine the next day, which is one reason most people who attempt suicide never actually commit suicide, dying natural deaths.
 
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Darken

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im not seeking attention. I didnt kill myself yet because i have no easy and painless methods, and i cant do it otherwise. I find when people tell me to 'get over it" very hurtful. its like saying youre too weak to cope like normal. i want support and advice though, even though personally there is slim chances it will help me recover , it does make me feel better. I have many a valid reasons for my suicide. i really feel like i dont have a choice, im ill and cant survive too much longer any ways.
 
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VJKoone

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Never really though about it. I'm guessing since I haven't told anyone and I am pretty sure nobody knows or cares about how messed up my life really I'm not seeking attention. Although the thought of people having to pay attention and care about me for one pathetic day gives me slight joy. Is that wrong?
 
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LostMyMind

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If I had a way to commit suicide relatively painlessly I would be gone by now. No doubt in my mind about that!

I see SF as a place to communicate with others who are suicidal like myself. Tho I agree some may just be seeking attention at times, I feel most are sincere in their posts.
 
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justsomeguy

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Really, I can only speak for myself, but seeing that I feel like blowing my brains out and I'm on this forum, I don't doubt that others genuinely feel the same way.

I'm still here simply because I'm afraid of pain or that I'll fuck up my own death and survive and be worse off then I am now, plus the fact that I cringe at the thought of my family and friends having to endure my funeral and thoughts of guilt. I really wish I could just slip away without notice. I don't want to cause any drama.

I've read quite a few posts on this forum where people are talking about being lonely, and I'm starting to relate. Right now, I want die, and I can't tell a fucking a soul. I mean, if I mention to anyone that don't want to exist it's off to the fucking hospital/pysch ward/therapist or whatever.
 
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Ruby

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The fucking psych wards. I'd honestly rather slice my throat open than go back to hospital. I'll kill myself before they send me back. Section me all they want, i'll just hang myself in the ward/unit.
 
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Random

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I am not what you'd call seriously suicidal. Strange that I am here nevertheless, I suppose. I hear the "crying for help" thing a lot and I don't know how accurate it is. I'm sure some attempts are made by people trying to get attention. Personally, if I ever did attempt, it wouldn't be an attempt to get attention. I know how to get attention if I want it.

I think, probably, most people here are serious enough to the extent that they are very upset and displeased. I pass no judgments. I don't know what any of them are going through or have. I see this forum as a place where people can exercise their demons, lend a hand, get a hug or just say what they feel they need to without worrying about people who don't understand judging them.
 
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ProzacDeathWish

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I most definitely am going to commit suicide. It's what I was born to do ( ie, genetic predisposition. ) ..and come here trying to get attention ? Give me a f**king break !

I have never found this forum to be a source of comfort in regards to my date with death, in fact this place quite frequently has the opposite effect, but where else can I share these thoughts in relative anonimity ?
 
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White Dove

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justsomeguy said:
Really, I can only speak for myself, but seeing that I feel like blowing my brains out and I'm on this forum, I don't doubt that others genuinely feel the same way.

I'm still here simply because I'm afraid of pain or that I'll fuck up my own death and survive and be worse off then I am now, plus the fact that I cringe at the thought of my family and friends having to endure my funeral and thoughts of guilt. I really wish I could just slip away without notice. I don't want to cause any drama.

I've read quite a few posts on this forum where people are talking about being lonely, and I'm starting to relate. Right now, I want die, and I can't tell a fucking a soul. I mean, if I mention to anyone that don't want to exist it's off to the fucking hospital/pysch ward/therapist or whatever.
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i could say that..

in fact i did tell others i was going to do it.. i told them the place , day , everything .. you know what happened?? they didnt care... so i went ahead and did it but then chickened out and called a lady from church and told her what i had done then she turns around and calls the police and here i am now.. spent i think 3 days in a nut house and they still couldnt find whats wrong with me,,, duh , how dumb can these physic people actually get?? said i was borderline???? but they didnt know what.. well let me tell you , all those stupid kid things that was written online was by none other then a kid , my nieces to be a fact... They were so stupid to think it was me or that i had another personality , etc... did i change personality at the hospital? why heck no , cause i am not , that is why they cant see whats wrong with me , etc...

do i want to die? yes absolutly and probably will ( looks more and more promising ) succeed this coming sunday cause heck i got nothing to lose.. Am i seeking attention? heck no .. and as long as they think im seeking attention , the more easier it is for me to complete it.. they didnt believe me before so who is stop me this time? not them , that is for sure cause they dont give a damn about me anyhow... and i tell you right now.. if i had not of been so freeking afraid of death and had not chickened out then i would have done been gone....

I am at the point where i dont care anymore.. seriously i am... i dont care rather they love me or not.. Fact is if they loved me then they would have shown it to me a long time ago.. Fact is if they cared they would be here now but you know what? where are they at? in their own littlew world thinking hey we are i the right she is in the wrong , we cant do nothing, it is out of our hands , we tried to help her but cant , it is not the Godly way , etc...

Well let me tell you something , friends and so called loved ones.. ignoring me , will cause more hurt upon me and cause me to actually do it... not calling , not visiting , tells me that you really dont give a damn about me.. So called friends on the other two talk boards , one by the way that took away my posting privaliges and wants me to beg to get one post put up even it was a prayer but no... it was denied because the man had the say so and hasd the powers , he likes the powers so he has refussed to let me post where i thought i had true friends.. well that pushed me.. it pushed me my so called friend.. it helped bring me to this site and to the desion i now make..

and yet the other site.. telling me or rather putting up a picture of a whore and calling me a whore really pushed me just a little bit futher .. you were never my friends.. you never cared for me.. oh and i know all about your little pms to members here to try and hurt me here also , well its not going to work cause my hurt has gone too deep to even effect it anymore...

so say all you want to behind my back.. laugh at me many times , then watch the obids and when you see me there know without a doubt that you put me there cause my intentions are real , just like they were last time.

I have nothing to lose , AND I MEAN NOTHING TO LOSE CAUSE I AM ALREADY DYING OF CANCER . you can believe it or not i really dont care anymore , cause its the truth and God knows it... i will end my pain my way and at the time i want....

really suicidal??? YOU CAN BET ON IT...
 
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White Dove

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Random said:
I am not what you'd call seriously suicidal. Strange that I am here nevertheless, I suppose. I hear the "crying for help" thing a lot and I don't know how accurate it is. I'm sure some attempts are made by people trying to get attention. Personally, if I ever did attempt, it wouldn't be an attempt to get attention. I know how to get attention if I want it.

I think, probably, most people here are serious enough to the extent that they are very upset and displeased. I pass no judgments. I don't know what any of them are going through or have. I see this forum as a place where people can exercise their demons, lend a hand, get a hug or just say what they feel they need to without worrying about people who don't understand judging them.
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I totally agree.. if i want just attention then me being big busted would walk down the street with my top off.

i can almost certainly guarentee id get attention from men and probably even a ride to the police station... lol
 
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White Dove

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ProzacDeathWish said:
I most definitely am going to commit suicide. It's what I was born to do ( ie, genetic predisposition. ) ..and come here trying to get attention ? Give me a f**king break !

I have never found this forum to be a source of comfort in regards to my date with death, in fact this place quite frequently has the opposite effect, but where else can I share these thoughts in relative anonimity ?
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exactly,

and you know those that think we want attention only are more then likely ministers or people who just dont think a human being can get so downhearted , especially if they have had a nice life , happy and loving family , and always had someone that cared for them..

i think they should all get a taste of the hard life , let them have hardship after hardship , let them be unloved , let them get abused , see what they would do then??
 
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