I haven't cut myself in about 10 years(in high school). I am almost 28 and the urges are starting to resurface. I have always thought on and off about suicide since I was about 13. I recently had a dream in which I slit my wrists and it felt so real, I could feel myself bleeding and starting to lose consciousness. Of course cutting is bad at any age but it makes me feel childish to want to do it, like by this age I should have those thoughts under control and it's embarrassing(even though no one knows). Hard to explain.