argh. ME.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by meagainstme, Apr 19, 2007.

  1. meagainstme

    meagainstme Well-Known Member

    why do i bloody put myself into situations when i know full well im going to get hurt. why am i pretending that life is something its not??
    why do i believe that people think differently of me. when i know full well they dont. grr. i hate myself. why do i put myself out there. why do i make a fool out of myself. why cant i hold back. i cant fucking hold back due to fear of not knowing what could have happened. fuck. i hate myself.
  2. Panther

    Panther Well-Known Member

    depends on what situation it is - but yeah I can understand how you feel, especially if you're optimistic and then the whole thing explodes in your face.

    If you need to then feel free to let out more steam.