Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by blub, Dec 19, 2006.

  1. blub

    blub Guest

    I hate it that there are people here, who I see as friends.
    I want to be open and honest. I want to tell what I did, want to do. But I dont want them to know.
    I dont like to see them in pain, see them give up. See them is the wrong word. I wish I could see them, hug them, help them etc...
    I hate it that they dont know, who I really am. What kind of awfull person I really am.
    I really hate it there are now more people who said they care about me. How can I leave this fucking world than.
    I wish I never found SF, never found these people... Because I'm sure if I didnt know them, I wouldnt be here...
    So now you know, you fucking saved me
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Awww Blubablicious:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
  3. The_Discarded

    The_Discarded Staff Alumni

    <3333333 Blubbyyyyyyyyyyy!

    Sad to know you feel kinda bad; glad to know SF has helped keep you here.

    :hug: :cheekkiss
  4. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Awwwww my blubbers!!!

    I love ya to bits and I really care about you. Hun we all have things we don't want people to know but personally I think your a lovely girl and that's all that matters to me.

    Love ya x

  5. kindtosnails

    kindtosnails Staff Alumni

    Wow can I relate.. :hug:

    :hug: :hug: :hug: Blub....try to see it as a good thing. And I don't see how you could be an awful person :hug:
  6. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    I love you blubs and I'm glad you're still here. I wouldnt have gotten this far without you! :hug: :hug: :arms:
  7. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Blubbers :hug: :arms:
    I'm glad you're still here :)

    Take care, here if you ever need to talk :)

  8. cdub

    cdub Member

    Glad you're still here blub.

    We only get one go at this life, so try and enjoy while you're still here.
  9. blub

    blub Guest

    tnx all :hug: