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I hate it that there are people here, who I see as friends.
I want to be open and honest. I want to tell what I did, want to do. But I dont want them to know.
I dont like to see them in pain, see them give up. See them is the wrong word. I wish I could see them, hug them, help them etc...
I hate it that they dont know, who I really am. What kind of awfull person I really am.
I really hate it there are now more people who said they care about me. How can I leave this fucking world than.
I wish I never found SF, never found these people... Because I'm sure if I didnt know them, I wouldnt be here...
So now you know, you fucking saved me
I want to be open and honest. I want to tell what I did, want to do. But I dont want them to know.
I dont like to see them in pain, see them give up. See them is the wrong word. I wish I could see them, hug them, help them etc...
I hate it that they dont know, who I really am. What kind of awfull person I really am.
I really hate it there are now more people who said they care about me. How can I leave this fucking world than.
I wish I never found SF, never found these people... Because I'm sure if I didnt know them, I wouldnt be here...
So now you know, you fucking saved me