Argh!

[BlackPegasus]

I finally get the number to seek medical care and today's a holiday. They are closed!

How can anyone be such a monster?? Leave me in this position that he probably caused in the first place. I can't comprehend such cruelty.

I feel sick! I hurt all over! :cry:

 

[resistance]

Another 24 hours and you will be able to contact them. You've been hanging in there for a while now, another day, and hopefully tomorrow will the first stepping stones to a new beginning for you. :hug:

 

[itmahanh]

:hug: Hang in there!!!

 

[BlackPegasus]

Well now I have to wait till Feb. 13 to see the doctor but I do have an appointment. This sucks. I have a job but it doesn't pay much. Small tiny steps.

 

[**S**]

Congrats on getting the job, i'm very happy for you. Even if it pays little, it's a start and as you said, small steps. I'm also happy that you got an appointment and are getting help.

I'm thinking of you.

 

[BlackPegasus]

As far as psychological help I left a message for them as they didn't answer the phone but hopefully that will come sooner than the medical appointment.

**S** thank you for keeping me in your thoughts whoever you are. I don't know what I would have done without so many people here and in real life being supportive. I probably wouldn't still be here because I know I couldn't have done it alone. You are all angels!

 

[**S**]

I'm someone who likes honey a lot. And who loves you dearly and thinks of you very often. :hug:

I'm glad you have friends supporting you, and I hope you will get psychological help sooner.

 

[BlackPegasus]

:hug: OMG! I was just thinking of you this morning and feeling bad I hadn't contacted you. I am just so bogged down in my own mess. I miss ya!!!! Thanks as always for being one of the greatest friends in the world. I'll have to drop you an email!!!! :hug:

 

[**S**]

No don't feel bad, I understand that you are going through a very very rough time. Just concentrate on yourself. :hug: Miss you too :hug:

 

[BlackPegasus]

You know what I really regret are all the times he's was violent or cruel and I turned to you guys and you would tell me to get away from him...I made you guys worry about me because I kept staying with him. I was really selfish about that. :sad:

 

[**S**]

You weren't selfish, it's absolutely natural to reach out to friends when in need, we all do that. Please don't beat yourself up for things that aren't even true.