i finally get to fucking sleep
i finally stop the thoughts
i finally stop the pain
i finally stop the images
i finally stop crying
and what does she do?!?!?!?!
come in and wake me up!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'd been asleep like 25mins


it's 5am Mum
no, i wasnt talking, no i wasnt crying, yes, i'm fine, no i dont want a drink.
NOW LEAVE ME ALONE TO FUCKING TRY TO SLEEP AGAIN
i finally stop the thoughts
i finally stop the pain
i finally stop the images
i finally stop crying
and what does she do?!?!?!?!
come in and wake me up!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'd been asleep like 25mins



it's 5am Mum

no, i wasnt talking, no i wasnt crying, yes, i'm fine, no i dont want a drink.
NOW LEAVE ME ALONE TO FUCKING TRY TO SLEEP AGAIN
