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  1. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    I hate this,
    i hate being happy for 5mins,
    i hate the come down when i hit rock bottom again
    what the hell is wrong with me?
    why can i do anything right for just once?

    why cant i just let go.
    why cant i just do it
    no fuss nothing.
    no more pain
    or hurtful feelings.


    life is just too unfair

    Id gladly swap my life for someone whos dying.
    because they deserve that second chance.
    to do everything they wanted to do.
    where as i just want to destroy myself.
    im a bitch a evil bitch ungreatful bitch
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Aimee i hate it when your so hard on yourself You are not a hateful bitch you are kind and compassionate your post here prove that. I hope you can talk with a therapist someone about this anger this hate inside you Your thoughts are so distorted like many of our thoughts are.Please know i do not see you this way at all. I see you as someone in alot of pain who needs help Please get some help phone your therapist call crisis talk with someone. Please don't hate you You don't deserve this you deserve peace and kindness be kind to yourself please call and get help I wish i could take your pain as i know how it feels i do but know what your thinking is not true You are kind caring person you are.
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