Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cookiemonster, Apr 7, 2010.

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  1. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i'm a pirate...

    :shipwreck: :kris:

    now, back to a more serious subject.

    i'm a bit confused...

    i want to die, pretty bad, but for the first time in a long time i have something really great that's stopping me just grabbing what i need and going.

    i keep cutting and the very occasional OD, but nothing nearly as bad as i used to. i have the means and i have the methods, so why don't i just do it.

    though i get really, really low, i think i might be getting happy...

    this just makes me more confused. things are really crap right now. its only a couple of things going right and it affecting me really well. thing is, it'll all be over soon and I'll be depressed again just as soon as i get home.

    after this uncertainty, I'll know what to do, and I'll finally end it...

    Thank you all though


    :wub: my business partner ;) you know who you are
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Happiness found once can be found again you know this now so hang around until there are more happy times Don't miss out on the chances coming your way take care
  3. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    stop worrying about when you come back - for now go and just enjoy having a good time


  4. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i will :cheekkiss:

    or at least i'll try to :hug:
  5. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    oKAY then
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