I just feel so argh......... So frustrated.
Ended up with Ambulance at my house yesterday, then the person who rang them completely lied to me about it.
Then she goes and calls me an attention seeker, a liar etc. etc.
Why in the hell would I make these sorts of things up??????
I have lied to her once and once only and we have moved past that.
She has turned several friends against me.
I have got myself so upset over all of this that I have cut, and I had to get a friend to fix me up. I cant believe I let this get to me this much. I dont know how to handle it.
I have had to leave two support groups because she was in there telling them things, that for one were either not true or she wouldnt be able to know unless mental health broke the rules. And that is something that I cant deal with right now.
I have to go, I have got myself so worked up over all of this that I have made myself extremely sick. I need to go rest. I dont expect replies. Just had to get it out of my system.
Rach
Ended up with Ambulance at my house yesterday, then the person who rang them completely lied to me about it.
Then she goes and calls me an attention seeker, a liar etc. etc.
Why in the hell would I make these sorts of things up??????
I have lied to her once and once only and we have moved past that.
She has turned several friends against me.
I have got myself so upset over all of this that I have cut, and I had to get a friend to fix me up. I cant believe I let this get to me this much. I dont know how to handle it.
I have had to leave two support groups because she was in there telling them things, that for one were either not true or she wouldnt be able to know unless mental health broke the rules. And that is something that I cant deal with right now.
I have to go, I have got myself so worked up over all of this that I have made myself extremely sick. I need to go rest. I dont expect replies. Just had to get it out of my system.
Rach