had my first session with a psychologist today
i felt so intimidated i had her, and my counselor sitting there.
i HATE talking about myself. but today for some reason i really opened up. and told them stuff i never ever even say out loud to myself.
i feel like shit.
i feel like a total whack job.
gosh my eyes are stinging so much from crying. i want to get away from this pain. arghhhh. was such a horrible experience.
i felt so intimidated i had her, and my counselor sitting there.
i HATE talking about myself. but today for some reason i really opened up. and told them stuff i never ever even say out loud to myself.
i feel like shit.
i feel like a total whack job.
gosh my eyes are stinging so much from crying. i want to get away from this pain. arghhhh. was such a horrible experience.