had my first session with a psychologist today i felt so intimidated i had her, and my counselor sitting there. i HATE talking about myself. but today for some reason i really opened up. and told them stuff i never ever even say out loud to myself. i feel like shit. i feel like a total whack job. gosh my eyes are stinging so much from crying. i want to get away from this pain. arghhhh. was such a horrible experience.