Where do I start? 18 and schizophrenic my life is over! Depressed and suicidal also a self harmer. I'm also developing signs of bulimia. Hate my life all I do all day is sit and drink tea and sleep. I do things at night but I get no satisfaction from them. I have no friends and my family piss me off. I haven purpose in life. People say I am attractive but I'm not. I don't have a boyfriend. I want to die.