Twentieth birthday was yesterday.... spent the whole morning crying because I am not where I want to be in life. And never imagined to be in this situation. I went out to dinner later on, In the evening with the family I work for.They offered to pay for dinner since it was my birthday. I never asked for any of this, and although it might seem really nice, I felt there was an ulterior motive. Well.. I was right. This morning I was met with a list of demands that were frankly ridiculous. I think people take advantage of me cuz I am in desperate situation, and I think I am such a nice person. I never say no cuz I don't like confrontations. I hate my job... and I feel like escaping. Events like this, act like a trigger and I usually feel extremely emotional afterwards. Can't wait for things to change!!!!!