arsehole.. *rant rant rant*

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Allo.., Jun 8, 2007.

  1. Allo..

    Allo.. Well-Known Member

    OMG!
    Why can't you leave me alone.. yes I want to help you but this is something i can't do. i sit here crying because I am the reason you're going to do this to yourself, yeah, it's me! I could stop you, but *I* can't. You can't understand how it makes me feel, and how it makes others feel.
    You say it hurts, that i said it would hurt someone else, well i'm sorry spencer but it does. You want reasons and I'm giving them to you!
    - IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE DIRT
    - IT MAKES ME WANT TO CUT
    - IT MAKES ME HATE MYSELF
    - IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A PET
    - It would hurt someone I love
    - It makes me feel uncomfortable
    - It's wrong.

    I can't do this. I don't want you to end it but I'm just not strong enough to do this for you. You know I have trouble with how I look and you know I don't like this sort of shit, so why can't you drop it and try and find another way...

    You say "it hurts"
    i say "it hurts more.."

    you don't know what it feels like to know you're the reason.
     
  2. mp

    mp Well-Known Member

    *hugs*
     
  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Aww Ally hun. :hug: I am so sorry you are feeling like this. Please take some really deep breaths and try to relax. What can I do to help with your situation? Please take care of yourself Ally. You don't deserve to be treated this way. :hug:
     
  4. Allo..

    Allo.. Well-Known Member

    thanks guys..
    theres nothing you can do to help but thanks for the offer =]
    I just hope that he's ok.
     
  5. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    :hug: :hug: Ally. I still can't believe he wanted you to do that. :dry: I'm always here if ya want to talk.
     
  6. Will

    Will Staff Alumni

    :hug:

    It's alright Ally. I know it's tough to do it, but it's gonna be okay.

    Take care, always here to talk. Thanks for talking to me last night.

    I fell asleep at the keyboard...I think they kicked me from chat...
     
  7. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

  8. Insignificant

    Insignificant Account Closed

    miss ally i'll be honest with you i have no idea who spencer and i have no idea what has been said or done and that's ok, but what i want to say is i am so sorry you had to go thru this. no one deserves to be hurt especially u hun. please take care and drop me a line sometime that is if u would like.
     
  9. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Ally I'm really sorry that this spencer person hurt you like that.
    I hope you're okay. Big hug for you :hug: :hug: