Little diamonds in the sky, as I count, 1,2,3,4,5 One of them is beaming bright, I know it's you, the shining light, I look up and cry; never could and never would say goodbye. To this day I miss you, more than words could say. In empty rooms I scream and cry, but no answers crawl into my mind. "I'm sorry", repeated. Can you hear me? Overwhelming feelings of doubt, guilt and hate, the memories'. Day in, day out. "I'm sorry", I yell. Could I have done more? I long to see you again, Your warming smile, I await. My love has never ceased. As I cry, Never could and never would say goodbye, to you. It would have been my step-mums birthday tomorrow (16th).