I went for a walk this morning in the cold drizzle. As I walked through the town I cried wanting the pain to stop. Will it ever or am I doomed to feel this way for ever. I looked at the cars driving by wondering who else was feeling the way I do. It is hard to tell in the world who is in pain and who is not unless you really look close. Stopped for coffee at a Burger King and cried while sitting in the booth. People saw me yet said nothing, the world is cruel.