I'm on breaking point. I have been suicidal for a while but never like this. I just can't go on much longer. I'm tired, I'm weak, I'm nearly starved, I'm bleeding, I'm crying. is this the life I want to live? If I don't do it now I'll just hate myself even more. Not even my parents seem to care anymore. I'm so scared. I just need help. I'm sick of hearing the voices in my head, I try so hard to silence them with music but now they control me.