I'm coming out, now, I think it's all clear to me. I've had three brief unhappy relationships with men in the past, two of them even included sex. But after being dumped for the last time a year and a half back, I think I no longer want any relationship, with anyone. I find thoughts of intimacy physically repulsive (with the exception of a professional masseuse, I always go to a female one, can't imagine a male putting his hands on me). So I think I'm asexual really. Would be glad to meet someone of my kind here.