Umm... I am a little ashamed because I am a guy who self injures. I know that guys do it too, but it isn't as common. I feel like everyone is going to look at me like a freak (not that they don't already) if they found out. A lot of them know that I do some stupid things to show off my pain tolerance like burning myself or playing with my knife, but only one of my friends knows that I do it even more in private. He doesn't really know much, but he just knows that I am obsessed with pain and he has seen a few of the marks. I just don't know what to do... I can't just stop. I like it too much. But at the same time, I feel ashamed of it.