Ok, it's been a very long time since I wanted to go to the doctors. But fear drove me away. Does anyone know how to beat that mental block of everything going wrong? I don't just want to waltz into the clinic and say i'm suicidal, I havent got a clue what will happen to me. They might send me to an insane asylum, which in a way isnt as bad as what I have now but that's another story. All past experiences and methods are welcome and appeciated!