I swear to god I'm gonna kill someone if I dont calm down!! I'm sick of that asshole being at my house, I'm wick of my mum doing fuck all about it, and I am so SICK of trying and trying and trying just to be ignored and treated like shit on the floor! I'm sick of being nice to people and letting them walk all over me. I can't stand knowing that the people who have been awful to me are getting away with it and be treated like fucking angels that could do know wrong. I'm sick of being treated like the bad guy because I lose my temper with these things. I'm gonna let his wife know he's been cheating on her for years, I'm gonna make those bitches lose their jobs, and I'm gonna throw this fucking knife at the next person that pisses me off unless I can calm the fuck down!!!!