at a loss

am completely at a loss- feel friendless, inadequate, out of the main stream, useless- completely unable to function- sos

 

I feel like i want to end my life, go away and forget everything i lived.
What you need is someone by your side to make you happy. It's hard but it's true, if you're alone, you'll end up wishing you were dead every day and night, completly alone.

 

I feel lonely very often and I never do what expect me to do, I try but always there is something blocking thing. Nobody trusts me. I am shy. I don't know what's going on with me.

 

Anything you want I am here. If you want to talk to someone don't hesitate. I feel very often the same way you feel.

 

I don't deserve help, i lose everyone i like, or even worse, i never get to be with people i like.
There's no hope for me anymore, i'm just alone waiting to die, feeling numb and worthless. Loneliness kills me everyday, it's horrible! I'm done with trying to seek help.:dispirited:

 

:hug: nancy d, I am so sorry that you feel that way, and it can be quite frightening to feel that way. Is there anything in particular that heightens those feelings? Perhaps if we could know a bit more, we can help you work through some of them :hug:

If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to send me a pm.

 

I feel for everyone here. We're all suffering. Hang in there. You're all good people. These stupid chemicals we have in our brains that mess us up make it worse, but please know others dohn't think of you like you do. Hang in there, do what I do - just take things one day at a time. Things suck, yeah, but who knows, maybe in a year everything will be great. I don't know. I'm barely hanging on too - but I'm just living for whatever little positives I can get. I hope you will too.