at a low ebb

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by andyc68, Nov 13, 2007.

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  1. andyc68

    andyc68 Guest

    so down tonite i can't seem to settle or get interested in anything, feel very anxious and slightly confused.

    i have what was my new family around me tonite like every night yet tonite i feel ignored and a stranger in what has been my home for the past 6 years.
    knew i was slipping so i thought i would have a hot bath and listen to some music on my laptop but youtube was slow loading so i couldnt and i got angry and upset, over a bloody website !!!!!!!!

    sometimes i seem to manage just about but not tonite, i feel like i just want to get into my car and drive away.

    god, everyone is in the room now but no one is speaking to me, they normally do,

    oh well seems i have done something wrong again.
  2. Perishable

    Perishable Well-Known Member

    I hate when I cant settle. Its just a horrible feeling. I would have at least gone for a ride and enjoyed the night time air.
  3. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Hey you have been there for so many. Let us be there for you now. If nohting else we can "chat" away the feeling.
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