these days i feel f***ed up every day
ive been feeling suicidial for a few years now i was able to stop the thoughts by doing drugs but its like that these days even that doesnt help any more .
i dont really wanne kill myself (i think)
but i cant stop thinking about it and i feel im going insane like there are 2 people inside me
ive been feeling this way now for so long that im starting to think that killing myself is my only way to get rid of the pain.
but that cant be or is it
f**k ive been feel lost for so long i dont know what to do do anymore
ive never asked for help in my life accept for now.
cause im getting scared from myself
ive been feeling suicidial for a few years now i was able to stop the thoughts by doing drugs but its like that these days even that doesnt help any more .
i dont really wanne kill myself (i think)
but i cant stop thinking about it and i feel im going insane like there are 2 people inside me
ive been feeling this way now for so long that im starting to think that killing myself is my only way to get rid of the pain.
but that cant be or is it
f**k ive been feel lost for so long i dont know what to do do anymore
ive never asked for help in my life accept for now.
cause im getting scared from myself