at the end of my rope

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cj00105, Oct 28, 2009.

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  1. cj00105

    cj00105 New Member

    these days i feel f***ed up every day
    ive been feeling suicidial for a few years now i was able to stop the thoughts by doing drugs but its like that these days even that doesnt help any more .
    i dont really wanne kill myself (i think)
    but i cant stop thinking about it and i feel im going insane like there are 2 people inside me
    ive been feeling this way now for so long that im starting to think that killing myself is my only way to get rid of the pain.
    but that cant be or is it
    f**k ive been feel lost for so long i dont know what to do do anymore

    ive never asked for help in my life accept for now.

    cause im getting scared from myself
     
  2. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    Hi, you've come to right place to get a good start. Posting here is a good option to get it out of your head immediately. I recommend calling crisis to get immediate help and referrals to good medical help. You don't have to suffer being alone in this.

    :hug:
     
  3. morfea

    morfea Antiquities Friend

    Hello, you've done very good, you don't need to suffer and I think you'll get some good advice here. Please listen to Chargette and call for help. Medication and therapy could help you a lot. Hope you're not afraid because there's no reason to be, this is happening to so many people. Hope you post here more and tell us what you've decided.
     
  4. suicider628

    suicider628 Well-Known Member

    buy more rope, drugs are not the only solution, i kept myself busy by going to school, studying and playing games, and the suicidal thoughts faded in time. U can't be depress and suicidal when u don't even have the time to think about it.
     
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