I've been everywhere. I've been in hospitals, to counselors, doctors, phsyciatrists, I'm on medication, I've been committed, I've talked to family members and friends. It's been years. It still hurts. I feel so alone. I've been here so often, in this horrible place where everything hurts and the future looks so dark... I've heard it all. Why I shouldn't do it. I don't know what I want to hear anymore, I guess I just want someone to really, truly care, instead of them just feeling obligated. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't see why I should bother trying to live anymore.