At the end of my rope

[FlashingFlickering]

Since Thursday afternoon, my dad and I have been arguing. A lot. We haven't had a single conversation that hasn't ended in me crying.
I have also been extremely suicidal while it's all going on. Yes I have a plan, and yes I have the means. It's really tempting to go ahead and kill myself. Everytime I manage to distract myself, my dad comes along, says something, and it starts all over again.
I can't keep doing this. I feel like my only option at this point is to take the overdose, and die. There is no reasoning with my dad, I don't even want to try anymore.
I guess I just dont know what to do. Or if there is anything I can do. Help, please?

 

[Speedy]

What's going on that's leading to arguing? :hug:

 

[FlashingFlickering]

Stuff about the buses at school. It's hard to explain.

 

[Speedy]

Sorry to hear that, Flash. :arms:

 

[total eclipse]

ah hun this stuff with parents it will pass hold on okay soon you will be adult and moving out Is there anyway you can stay at a friends place for awhile just to unwind a bit or at a relatives I m sorry all this is happening now but be assured it won't always be this way hun hugs

 

[FlashingFlickering]

Unfortunately, I have to live here for four more years until I can move out :c And I don't think I can deal with this another four years.
I might try calling a friend and seeing if I can stay at her house tonight, but I probably have to work tomorrow morning so I'd rather not. And she isn't allowed to have sleepovers during the school week.

Thank you, guys <3

 

[Speedy]

I hope your friend lets you stay over. Hugs to you. :hugtackles:

 

[FlashingFlickering]

I hoped so too, but I just realized that I can't even call her. The phones haven't been working and my dad took away my cell :/
I'm stuck.