I have been suffering from depression and social anxiety for about 2, maybe even 3 years. I was recently forced to go on compulsory work experience, in which I met a girl whom I became infatuated with. We talked online, met up once or twice, but nothing really happened. That spark was still there for me, but it was unrequited love on my side. I have recently realised she feels different towards me than I feel to her, which means there is no chance for a relationship. This love was the only thing that stopped my depression, however now it is back and even worse. She toyed with my emotions like a cat with a ball of string, it is now too far on for me to accept "just get on with your life", for I feel that I will forever be a singleton. I wish to end my life as soon as i can . I'm not depressed again solely due to this problem, but it has triggered my depression once more. Each time it gets worse and worse, I know one day I will just snap and get it over with. Thanks to anyone who took the time to read this.