It seems like no matter how much I do for people, it is never enough. I put their needs before my own, and that's still not good enough. God forbid I take care of myself, then they'll really be mad. I had a friend say I left her because I didn't respond for a day. No, actually my modem blew out, so I wasn't left with any other choice. If I was lying in a ditch, people would still complain that I wasn't there for them. I can drink myself silly and get high and mask my feelings, because I can't deal with them, and yet no one ever stops to ask if I'm ok. Of course not, because I wasn't there for them for 5 minutes and took some time to myself. I didn't respond right away again and she said we are drifting apart. Sorry I didn't respond to your liking. Sometimes I have other things to do. She went and told people that I am an amazing friend, but she thinks I hate her. I am there for her, always supporting her, I even told her she could stay with me if she had nowhere else to go, AND SHE THINKS I HATE HER?!? Sorry, didn't mean to yell there. Just a little upset about things. My best is never good enough, no one ever thinks I am on their side. I give my all but people always demand more. I can barely hang on myself but I have to be the pillar of strength for everyone else. I am just about done because I can't really cope with this anymore. Sorry for whining, I just needed to let out my frustrations somewhere.