So my on and off boyfriend for six months has completely lost feelings for me. Yesterday I saw him fir the first time in a week. I stayed the night with him and did stuff.. He likes to use me and I'm stupid to let him. But the next day as he took me home he told me he was talking to someone else now and I cried to him for about thirty minutes to the point where it made him cry. Then new years eve I got too drunk and went to his party. I made a fool of myself and even stayed with him again. In the morning he told me things like Why are you here I broke up with you Yet he still has more sex with me and screwed with my head more. I love him so much He's the only thing that has made me truly happy. And I'm losing all my friends because of this too What's wrong with me I have cried for hours and days straight and I feel hopeless And now I'll probably never see him again.. I just want to be happy.