i know most of u tell me to throw out the
xxxxxxxxx he gave me.
for some reason i just can't seem to do it
i guess i feel like he fed into my suicide attempt
i guess all i want to do at this point is sleep
so i guess tht is why i am hanging onto them
to use them later to sleep .......
hard to explain it, it's like they are mismerising
like i am attracthed to them.
i know , i probably sound stupid
i dumped all of them out in my hand
imagined what wld happen
but then put them back in the bottle
til tomorrow or Saturday
not sure on which day yet.
xxxxxxxxx he gave me.
for some reason i just can't seem to do it
i guess i feel like he fed into my suicide attempt
i guess all i want to do at this point is sleep
so i guess tht is why i am hanging onto them
to use them later to sleep .......
hard to explain it, it's like they are mismerising
like i am attracthed to them.
i know , i probably sound stupid
i dumped all of them out in my hand
imagined what wld happen
but then put them back in the bottle
til tomorrow or Saturday
not sure on which day yet.