I do not really see myself as gay or bisexual or anything. I can appreciate an attractive male, but I don't want to have any sexual relations with a male. The person I told about being depressed and suicidal happened to be a guy. Now I cannot stop thinking of him. I just want to hang out with him all the time. I just want to be super close friends. Is it possible to develop feelings of wanting an abnormally close relationship/friendship with the first person that you told about being depressed and suicidal?