Had my first appointment with my GP today, he wasnt very understanding at all and seemed to be having a go at me more than trying to help me. I diddnt want to go anyway, i was bullied into going by the welfare officer at uni. He's made me feel even worse and he's put me on medication, which i said i never wanted to do. I feel like im being attacked from all angles. ive got the welfare people at uni, my course manager, my GP and now hes refferred me to the phyciatric people as well. Everyday next week ive got an appointment to see someone. I cant cope with all of this, i want to find a dark corner and hide from the world. Everyone is pressuring me to talk but they dont understand, i cant. Ive been harming myself a lot more frequently since i was forced into seeing the mental help team at hospital. I just wish they would all leave me alone.