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Discussion in 'After Effects' started by takencontrol, Sep 30, 2011.

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  1. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    havent done it for a while but i took an od this morning, wtf was i thinking, just makes me feel like shit :sad:
     
  2. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    Are you safe now?
     
  3. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    yeah i think so
     
  4. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    well i sure as hell aint gonna do that again. i didnt expect to feel ok after what i done but i didnt expect to feel so bad either, and be subjected to going through my whole life to complete strangers at the hospital. anyway it has been a wake up call, the possibility of what could have happened and may still depending on the blood results. i have enough to think about etc without doing stupid things like that, so the top and bottom of it is;
    complete new start, concentrate on my loved ones and that special person. fight on harder than ever, and most importantly get my life to where im content with everything. and today i feel good, i feel good about whats ahead. :biggrin:
     
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hiya, I'm so glad you seem to be in a much better state of mind, I hope you can continue to see the positives, xox
     
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