Has any one had thoughts of suicide when they were in elementy school. I have Today it was broughy up when I saw an old class mate. Back during forth grade I got into serious trouble at school for somethings that did not know were bad. Plus on top of that there other things that were making me feel inferior. Mainly bring hazed by my class mates. It was after recess. i was crying. We were just about to go to music class. I tried to hold back in my tears but all of a sudden I felt a tenency. It say a pair of scirors. I was thinking about it. My teacher grabbed it from my hands. The tears just could not stop. The rest was a blur about what happenned after that. It was only brought up a few times since then. But back in middle school and high school I was hazed allot. They kept on bring that up and laughing at it. Just thinking about this at times can make me want to cry.