One of the problems of feeling extreme psychological and emotional pain is the lack of physical symptoms. A broken limb is clearly visible, a burn is physically visible, and so are cuts. Since society, in general, seems sceptical of believing in, or visualising, its extreme impact on the victims, I wonder if suicide attempts are actually a means by which we try to represent in physical terms an invisible emotional pain. I wonder whether my initial attempt back in May 2010, was actually an attempt to physically represent an invisible emotional turmoil. It had the desired effect, in that I am now getting psychological help. I am beginning to question my motives. Did I really want to die? (at the time, I genuinely did). Have you ever wondered your own motives for suicide attempts? In general society is at fault, but thankfully the medical profession is ahead of the curve? Its a pity that a hospital visit is needed to highlight your pain.