The past three years have been a kind of hell for me, one problem after another. Serious health issues, no health insurance, Obamacare unaffordable unless I give up work ( the only joy in my life! ) I was cast aside by my church once I got sick, my son's father betrayed me and my son to impress his new wife...the property I bought I found the realtor lied and lied about it all...if I wrote a book no one would publish it, they'd say it was too fantastical! Is there something I'm missing? I have found it almost impossible to get support anywhere except by spending vast sums. I saw my GP two weeks ago, I asked where to go for counseling- church. That just seems so unprofessional, a medical doctor trying to tell me what religion I should be....and anyway after my treatment at the last church, I doubt it would help. In my experience all churches want is to use people's talents and take their money. I've saved up for Obamacare for 2015, though I am disgusted with the costs and the fact it's not affordable for working people at all, but I need more support from somewhere. Where?