I was suicidal. One of my online buddies did some creative googling, found my name and city I live in, called my university's police, who then called the cops.
They showed up....when they knocked, I knew who it was by the special police knock....you know, how they pound on the door....so I swallowed about 75 70mg Vyvanse (the biggest dose they make) which is a schedule-II controlled substance stimulant (basically, it's under the same control as narcotic pain pills like Hydrocodone) and 60 200mg Wellbutrin SR. I did it really fast, then opened the door. If they were gonna take me, I wanted to give them a surprise.
I told them I was fine and they actually left. I told my online buddy what I had done, not knowing he was the one who called the cops. Fast forward about and hour and a half..after he asked me to call 911 and I refused, he called my campus police again who called the cops. Again.
This time I couldn't fake being fine since I was losing my ability to speak, hallucinating, and having trouble standing.
Long story a little shorter, I ended up in the psych ward for 5 days, missing an exam and a presentation at school. Then, to top it off, I just got an email from the Dean of Students at my university saying for me to make an appointment to discuss a "recent campus police report" with him. I'm going to try to ignore that and hope they don't pursue it.
The fallout from this shit SUCKS.
They showed up....when they knocked, I knew who it was by the special police knock....you know, how they pound on the door....so I swallowed about 75 70mg Vyvanse (the biggest dose they make) which is a schedule-II controlled substance stimulant (basically, it's under the same control as narcotic pain pills like Hydrocodone) and 60 200mg Wellbutrin SR. I did it really fast, then opened the door. If they were gonna take me, I wanted to give them a surprise.
I told them I was fine and they actually left. I told my online buddy what I had done, not knowing he was the one who called the cops. Fast forward about and hour and a half..after he asked me to call 911 and I refused, he called my campus police again who called the cops. Again.
This time I couldn't fake being fine since I was losing my ability to speak, hallucinating, and having trouble standing.
Long story a little shorter, I ended up in the psych ward for 5 days, missing an exam and a presentation at school. Then, to top it off, I just got an email from the Dean of Students at my university saying for me to make an appointment to discuss a "recent campus police report" with him. I'm going to try to ignore that and hope they don't pursue it.
The fallout from this shit SUCKS.