As i fall asleep i go there again , I see him standing there , He has his suit and tie on and he looks happy . I walk slowly and stubbournley towards the tunnell as i see the light getting closer They awaken . My eyes awake to the bright light and my ears hear him Calling my name . I run , yes im running my feet are moveing now their awake . I reach out to touch him and he tenderly holds me close to him . I feel his heart beating and the smile on his face as tears of joy stream down his face . Oh that smells familliar , The scent of him awakens my nose as i breathe him in oh and it smells of daddys callougne oh and he smells so good . Ask i look at him He speaks to me asking what im doing there . He takes my hand and looks at me with his one blue eye and the one green eye ive not forgotten . Slowly but surely We reach a meddow with flowers and butteflies . Someone is waiting for me there I run so fast i nearly fall . There he is My maker , My God Jesus . He askes meif im ready to talk and i say yes . My eyes are so filled with tears i cry . I tell dad how i miss him and how much i love him and suddenly the burdens that made my sences , my heart sleep are awake . I hold on to them as its time to go . Once more i hug Daddy Goodbye and Jesus walks me to the door . I open the door and the light and dad and jesus are gone . I humbley fall to sleep and the next day I " awaken" im alive again .