Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Kiba, Oct 2, 2011.

  1. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    Bored as Shit... "Where the sky is green, the grass is blue, and it's boring as shit!"

    Sigh.. Idk how I can get so bored / anxious / annoyed to a point I wana say fuck it and do something stupid..

    Could take a walk, but idk where to walk to..

    I have so much anxiety.. I used to get like this at home.. Late at night.. Like now.. And I'd get so anxious I couldn't stand sitting still!!

    I'm not sure if that has anything to do with it.. grr... I need something to do..

    Anyone else have this problem? :(
  2. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member



    wd f[

    nEED STay least sane enough/.../

    sigh..... GAHHhhhhhh!! I need something!!! DO!!! I feel so anxiously bored1!! MY HEAD KEEP SAYING "death" CUZ so bored... BLAHB!!!

    Im guessing thats not good..

    derp de derp de DAAH!!!!!!

    assry Im just.. blah..!!!!!!

    I wish had sometyhing to do!! wasnt so freakin hot here... :(

    I have this anxiety from past.. at night PTSD>. fml..

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  3. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    Used make random noises bro laugh at them.. night time he died while me stay watching boysssss.... was videos on.. me no watch// too worried.. too much sitting.. parents at hospital withhh him.. maybe cuz me old stuff I got today... anxiety.... CRAP... Ish from old stuff make me not wana sit still..

    not xactly bad space nowwww.. not sure.. just mind saying WEEEEEE~~
  4. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    So.. what are your favorite emoticons? Talking in this thread is easy beasy lemon squeezy too I guess!
  5. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    idk... like

    :whip: :stars: :hug: :arms: :hugtackles: :IrishDoll: :cazza: :cake:

    :stretcher: :wub:
  6. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    that's a whole lot! we can use them like as stress balls or something...
  7. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    dunooo.. me rly weird tonight.. sry.. :(

    My mind makes no sence atm... random spurts info.. blah..
  8. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    Maybe Zzzzzzzz time =D :sleep:
  9. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    I'm bored too! kinda... have to go run a machine at work soon though... and thats not my idea of fun.
  10. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    What kind of machine?
  11. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    hm..... mk... an no sleepy!!! Ish wide awake atm!! just my mind gets weird sometimes.. say trhings randoimly..

    Im just weird..
  12. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    I think it's coming down.. sigh.. I am starting to feel really shitty now.. :( :badday:
  13. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    How's chat going?
  14. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    chat.. idk.. Im rly coming down now.. dont want to type but making myself.. I get highs then.. lows bad.. ugh.. :( dont feel like talking... anymore..
  15. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    Do you think logging out of SF and the computer would help you any?
  16. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    idk.. feel like shit.. lump in throat.. maybe :( I'm really sorry.. I have had this since young.. get hyper moments that don't always make sense.. then I come down and I crash..

    Said one point I was Bi-polar.. but my periods of time being hyper aren't really that long.. within a day.. and not every day.. I used shake when excited as a kid.. like.. my entire body.. I'm just a weirdo :badday: Like over stimulated.. excitement maybe..

    Now mostly try control it.. just internally my brain goes crazy..
  17. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    Right. Do you have to work tomorrow?
  18. theanti

    theanti New Member

    i am also so super bored as shit and tired of my mans shit and this stressfull shit i did the walk thing it only made me think more
  19. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    no.. not yet.. not until mid month..

    Again I'm very sorry.. :( my head goes kinda loopy internally feel need to just type n type n type and don't always make sense..

    need shut up..
  20. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    Do you like to play any type of sports?