hi guys! I first started coming here in 2005 and left in 2011 after a very good friend and member commuted suicide.. I'm struggling with the same things I struggled with back in 2005.. after reading some of my old posts... nothing has changed with my family... so I'm back for some support.. the people here were truly here for me.. I thank you all for that and I hope some of the members back then remember me and are still active! I love you all! Ps.. things look so different on here!!!