Haven't been on the boards in a long time. My misery culminated in a suicide attempt on Sunday night, ended up in hospital after being found and now I'm taking a year out of university. I'm now at home with my family. I don't really want to be here it's hard. My flatmates didn't want me to stay anymore so I had no choice, so it's a year of living here. Ick... but I guess I will just get a job, pass my driving test and I'm going to see a counselor here too.