Back again

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by sashasara, Dec 25, 2014.

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  1. sashasara

    sashasara Member

    So I'm back on this site again. I started looking through my old posts. I know that I have been a lot more suicidal in the past. A lot more emotional also. I just don't really feel anymore. Not sad or happy, not full of regret or lonely. I feel empty. Just calm nothingness. Can't sleep. I'd say I was just lying hear with my thoughts but, just lying here no feelings or deep thoughts. Not wondering why, just a blank white sheet of paper.
     
  2. flowerofsun

    flowerofsun Member

    that's exactly what I feel. no will, no desire, no passion and mostly opressing. Is it called 'fantastic'?
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi there,

    Merry Christmas, it does sure sound like numbness and emptiness, it usually will pass and you will start to feel 'alive' again. I do hope you begin to fell better soon...we're here for you :hug:
     
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