I was formerly known as 'prettyvacant', I couldn't remember my password - its been about 6 months - so here I am 'prettyvacant2'!
I am in a bad way. Marriage over. Health problems. Diet wrecked - 9 stone lost in 12 months because I am having trouble eating - not through dieting. My wish is to find a fail safe to end it all. One plan running through my head is to <mod edit - method>
I feel so numb.
I have lost the joy of life.
Each day is the same.
Death would allow me to be with my family in the Spirit World. Although they would not be happy with my choice to leave this world behind. I know there is no death. All my paranormal investigations revealed the lie we are told that death is the end.
I would love to feel happy even for just 5 minutes!!!
Sorry for the dark content.
pretty aint pretty!
I am in a bad way. Marriage over. Health problems. Diet wrecked - 9 stone lost in 12 months because I am having trouble eating - not through dieting. My wish is to find a fail safe to end it all. One plan running through my head is to <mod edit - method>
I feel so numb.
I have lost the joy of life.
Each day is the same.
Death would allow me to be with my family in the Spirit World. Although they would not be happy with my choice to leave this world behind. I know there is no death. All my paranormal investigations revealed the lie we are told that death is the end.
I would love to feel happy even for just 5 minutes!!!
Sorry for the dark content.
pretty aint pretty!
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