Hello. It's been a few years since I've posted on this site, but I've found myself in that dark place again. I feel like events in my life are happening that I can't control, and it has been triggering me to think about everything that's happened in the past. It's frustrating because I know I am at a good place but I still can't help but feel sadness and numbness. I feel empty. But I want to try and come back to using this site regularly.